Its Just Me

hard to say

2011-11-30T09:35:00.000-08:00

I miss you very badly... I do... I miss the days when we text, have fun and hangout together. Back then, it is was my happiest moment of my life... Even receiving a 'Hi' from you brightens my day. We've parted, and sad to say... I'm not over you. Seeing your post and comments appearing in front of me makes me sad and heartbroken. It is as if as nothing happened. I want to hate you but I just can't bring myself to. I hate myself for falling for you and not being caught...

sense of satisfaction

2011-11-19T03:44:00.000-08:00

I've completed watching 'Kaichou Wa Maid-sama'. I think that anime was pretty awesome and most importantly it kills time. That show kinda inspires me! I wanna be like Misaki-san, capable and reliable! That's the kind of president I want to be! I want to be more like a good president rather than a nice president. Since the anime is only season 1 but I'm looking forward to season 2! I hate endings especially if it is not a "happily ever after". I believe in happy endings so if it is not happily ever after it just mean that it is not the end yet! hehes =)

what should i do???

2011-11-05T04:26:00.000-07:00

maybe its just me being paranoid,but what if this is true then what should i do... i'm lost. i wanna be a good and nice leader but i've never really lead before having this position. it is not easy for me and i'm also struggling in my studies as well. i've tried my best and did ask the majority for the opinions and stuff and i'm not the one making final decision so it is not within my limit... i did discussed with you guys, so what went wrong? i really need guidiance. i cant make decision just to suit one person... i need to make decision for the majority and not one person. why cant people just understand it. you guys can actually tell me what's wrong and i'll do my best to change for the better... i'm serious about this changing thing if there's a need to. if i were to be like seniors in the past you guys will hate everything but i do not wish to be like them because i've seen many things happened. the thing is that nobody is perfect and people makes mistakes... but i think i'm really a failure, and i'm sorry.

-.-

2011-11-04T08:39:00.000-07:00

I used to love you like a fat kid who loves cakes and ice cream but, not anymore...
I'm now like a fat kid whose ice cream dropped on the floor and unable to get another one... Life goes on and I don't need you i guess... I really hate the fact that you left... I dislike you like a fat kid who dilikes exercising! All the lies and excuses you came up with made me feel this way... The first heartbreak is unforgetable... trust is vulnerable!